You’re pale, you’re lame. You’re tan, you’re fake. You eat, you’re fat. You don’t eat, you’re weird. You read, you’re a nerd. You don’t read, you’re stupid. You’re skinny, you’re anorexic. You’re fat, you’re ugly. You talk to guys, you’re a whore. You don’t talk to guys, you’re a lesbian. You’re quiet, you’re weird. You’re loud, you’re obnoxious. You express yourself, you’re a bitch. You hold back, you’re a pussy. Sorry i can’t please you, world.
(Source: iconiccharacters)
I need to redo this tumblr.
Following all of y’all with EDs….posting thinspo…it just makes me feel more fat. I’m sorry but I need to weed out the thinspo and just follow fitspo and stuff to my own interests or I’m just gonna go crazy. if I can’t change the name I’ll just delete this tumblr and make a new one and follow some of you (fitspo and miscellaneous) on that one. I’m sorry..but it’s just too much negativity and I really need to get healthy and not bogged down in this stuff. <3
I’ve lost
nearly 9 pounds in SIX FUCKING DAYS.
And I took a 2 day break from caring and I’m still staying steady at 132 pounds and starting today I’m back to logging food and exercise on myfitnesspal again.
It must have been mostly water weight. Maybe I lost 2 actual pounds of fat. Still, AWESOME.
Also, I upped my goal weight to 115, at least. I might change it again. I want to lose weight….but I want to become muscular, ultimately. So my goal weight could end up becoming much higher than I thought because I need to make sure I’m not muscular with an unhealthfully low amount of body fat…..
It’s crazy that I care about things like that but I do. Or at least I’m forcing myself to.
